Ronnie Needs Help + A Meatball is Born | Jersey Shore Family Vacation

(lighthearted music) – [Deena] Are you excited
to meet your little brother? ♪ Today’s the day ♪ ♪ I’ve been waiting for ♪ – My water broke and I’m excited. I’m a little nervous ’cause clearly, I’ve never given birth before. This is actually happening right now. I’ve been waiting for
this moment for so long. I’m pregnant (laughs). – Are you really? You’re pregnant! – [Technician] There he is. – Oh, my God, look at his little nose. He has Chris’s nose. Just got settled in, (sighs)
having contractions, so. – Next time you’ll see us,
we’ll have a little baby. – Can’t wait to meet you CJ. (lighthearted music) ♪ The sun ♪ ♪ Sun shines through the windowpane ♪ ♪ And I feel ♪ (baby crying) ♪ Feel warmth as you whisper my name ♪ – Hi, baby. I pushed the (bleeps) out of this kid. And he came out naturally
and very healthy. We are parents to the cutest little boy. I’m just exhausted, and I don’t even care. I’m just so happy. How does it feel to be a dad, Chris? – So crazy. – And he’s perfect. Oh, that face. I like look at him and I’m like, I cannot believe you
were just in my belly. Like, and we made you. This perfect little specimen, we made. He is so cute I can’t take it. It’s just such an emotional
moment, he’s perfect. ♪ Touch my heart ♪ (energetic music) – The last altercation
that I got into with Jen, I got hit the face with an ashtray. You know, things are just getting so bad that it’s like I don’t know what to do. (gentle music) So I decided to go home and see my dad, take a break from the
toxic situation I’m in. You know, because when
you argue with somebody and you mix it with the alcohol and you mix it with my dad reactions, it’s just not good for
my daughter to be around. (dog barking) I was waiting for the door. – [Dad] What’s up, man? – [Ronnie] Crazy. – Are you all right?
– Yeah, I’m good. – What’s going on, what’s going on? Good to see you. Jesus.
– Yeah, I know. – The hell? – What’s new, right? I’m just tired of the chaos in my life. I’m turning to my dad
because he’s somebody that has been through what I’ve through. And been through worse situations
than I’ve been through. He’s turned himself around. – So what happened this time? – You know, things got really, really bad. And things got really crazy. And then, I ended up
with an eye, you know. It’s stuff I’d rather not
even speak on anymore. You know what I mean? I figured I would just come here, see you, see the family,
and just like reset. (gentle music) – I feel like, you know, we’ve been here a few
times before and stuff. It’s like the boy who cried wolf, right? Like, yeah, I’m gonna do
something, I’m gonna change. I’m gonna make it better, and like what? It’s the same old thing. How’s it gonna be any different this time? (gentle music) – Make sure it doesn’t happen again. I’m tired of being in the
tabloids for negative stuff. – Yeah.
– But we fight. And I get triggered, and I
spiral, if you wanna say. It just becomes too much. – You know the way this
escalates and escalates and escalates and it’s been escalating. I’m worried you’re gonna
end up fricking in jail, or fricking dead or something. I mean, Jesus, let’s be real. (intense music) (gentle music) All right, get off the hamster wheel. Insanity is doing the same
thing over and over again, expecting different results, right? We’ve all been there,
listen, I’ve been there. You know what I’ve been
through and stuff, too. So, I want you to get it. – We’re almost the same person in a way. He had, you know, a
rough 20s and rough 30s, and he wasn’t in the
best place in his life. So I saw a lot more things that I didn’t wanna see growing up, and that’s my biggest fear for Ariana, is that she’s gonna be two
years old, three years old, and I’m picking her up
and I have a black eye. You know, or she’s two or three years old, and I’m doing something stupid, you know, to go tit for tat for Jen, and she’s just sitting there watching this and she’s absorbing this. I’m embarrassed of things
that I’ve done, you know? Who I’ve become, it’s not someone that I ever thought I would be. You know, and then I think
that I can catch myself. And I think that I have
control over myself. And that, you know, I’m not gonna react, or I’m not gonna do something stupid, or say something stupid that I regret. And it just doesn’t work. I don’t have the answers anymore. – It’s okay to ask for
help though, you know? I mean, we can’t do things on our own. If everybody could do things
on their own, we would do it. You know you gotta take care of yourself before you can be a father or
anything, even a good friend. What good are you to her if you ain’t got your stuff together? Right, nothing. (gentle music) So work on you. And you can a great power of
example for your daughter. You know, that’s the most
important thing is that, you know, she can see you and say, wow, look at that, that’s
a great power of example. ‘Cause right now, it’s not looking good. ♪ I got these demons ♪ ♪ All in my head ♪ – Now listen, I’m here, I’m gonna listen. I’m gonna do whatever I can, but you know, at the end of the day, you’re the one that’s gotta do the work. ♪ Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh ♪

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